weakness is your savior

much needed entry

2007-02-25T22:16:40Z

Trust is a fragile thing, once earned it rewards us freedom. but once trust is lost it can be impossible to recover. the truth is we never know who we can trust. those we're closest to can betray us,and total strangers come to our rescue. In the end most people decide to trust only themselves. It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.

-Desperate Housewives

they really do know their shit.

thats all.

bye

finallyyyyy

2007-01-10T21:55:11Z

tomorrow i leave for florida with the team. its not gonna be a vacation. its gonna be dancing 24 hours. yes. so i wont be seeing anyone for a long time. cause im going straight back to school when i get home. oh well.

doing something you love and devoting everyday to it..and then performing it and putting everything you have into it is seriously not explainable. if you have something like that in your life then you know how much it means to see your friends in the crowd. so thank youuuuuu to you kids that came out last night. i love youu.

here are some of my girls being fierce...like animal. rawr.

i hate school

2006-12-05T20:21:28Z

i am very stressed out with school work, practice, and everything else.

theres points in the night where i think ive gone legally insane for a bit.

not to mention i quit smoking.

but last saturday was easily in the top three best nights here at uic. alisons friend sarah came in we all got crazy wasted. shes pretty much a fucking awesome girl. and we decided to let her into our captain planet group as heart. so now we finally have five. haha. yeah we are losers.

anyway we went to a party on 16th and halsted and played circle of death with like 78 people. then they turned music on so alison got lap dances from me and sarah making everyone super jealous...theres not really much i remember after that cept we all went back to phils room to continue partying..haha we stole like 17 beers from the party. then two RA's tried to bust us. but they were dumb and we won.

that night was what i needed cause i slept and had fun. sunday morning was one of those mornings where i found bruises and i didnt know how they got there, haha. oh well.

now its time to do school work..and get better, cause im getting sick. ew.

life = going down hill

2006-11-13T04:33:11Z

i havent smoked pot since june...until this week..alot..too much.

barely went to class.

the only thing that gets me out of this room is dance practice.

i just want to get up and leave. leave everyone and everything behind. sorry.

<3 sex and the city:

she might act like shes strong and over it...but shes fragile, so be careful.

seriously?

2006-11-06T04:50:53Z

here i am once again. why?

Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2006-10-20T19:07:25Z

........

my weekend looks like this:
friday- practice 4:30-10:30....sit alone and watch movies
saturday- dick around...alone...practice 4:30-10:30...sit alone and watch movies
sunday- swim meet 9:30 am..till idk when...then teaching a dance class 4-7

anyone wanna be a friend and come spend time with me?

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

2006-10-10T03:59:09Z

always worrying, never relaxing

when will this end?

yeeeeeah

2006-09-25T18:35:12Z

this weekend was probably the best weekend...and also the most exhausting weekend.

5 hour practice saturday...8 hour practice sunday.

the boy of my dreams was home. thats the bbeeeeessttt part

people should visit uic. REALLLLLLLY SOON.

aright thats all for now.......BYEBYEBYEBEYEBEY

i wanna run away

2006-08-02T07:42:06Z

like right now

chilling in hollywood

2006-07-21T21:03:01Z

day three in la is aright i think we are gonna go shopppinggggg

wooo

i love shopping so i will probably be high on shopping in a couple of hours

yesturday we just hung around here, walked to best buy and bought some things, i went to the pool it was so hot out so i couldnt sit there for too long.

i miss jay huh alot. i love you jay.

Liar, liar
If we're keeping score
Then we're all choir boys at best
intrusive and arrogant
Liar, liar
Liar, liar
IT TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE

facethetruth808 @ 2006-07-19T16:30:00

2006-07-19T23:31:23Z

sooo this is LA

call me everyone

ew

2006-07-17T00:41:33Z

i know some people throw up because they are so upset about something...in fact i have even seen it happen right in front of me

but i didnt know what that felt like until 5:20 this morning.

i never want it to happen again.

ps. LA in three days. fuck yeah. i hope your as excited as i am

hmmm

2006-06-27T17:30:12Z

the world hates me this year

i lovvee thiiss

2006-06-10T06:02:32Z

When I run or walk away from you,
follow me.

When I pout my lips,
kiss me.

When i bite my lips,
means to kiss me

When I kick,
hug me tight.

When I call u crazy,
I'm crazy about you.

When I am silent,
I'm thinkin of how 2 say I love you.

When I ignore you,
I want all of your attention.

When im mad at you,
kiss me and say you love me

When I pull away,
grab me by the waist and tell
me you'll never let me go.

When you see me in my sweats,
tell me I'm beautiful.

When I scream at you,
whisper "I love you" in my ear.

When you see me walking,
sneak up behind me and rest
my head on your shoulder.

If I don't call you,
I'm waiting by the phone
for your call.

When I'm scared,
hold me by the waist.

When I look like something's the matter,
kiss me and tell everything will be alright.

When your hugging or talking to another girl and i dont speak,
kiss me or hug me to let me know im yours not theirs.

While I hold your hands,
play with my fingers.

When you miss me,
next time you see me hold me tight cause i missed you too.

apology

2006-05-19T02:51:44Z

i was in a weird set of mind last month

i just wanna say sorry if i was mean to you or snapped at you.

cause i miss my friends.

all of you.

lets hang out this weekend

lets go back to the start.

2006-05-08T04:01:49Z

ive been thinking.

is everything....worth anything?

facethetruth808 @ 2006-04-16T20:05:00

2006-04-17T01:12:57Z

And who will save us?
This can't go on, without the meaning in the rhyming.

someone tell me what to do.

really, i only use this thing to post pictures

2006-03-03T03:49:10Z

I love when my friends come home <3

My Birthday Festivities

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wow theres a ton of picccccsss........now comment

poprocks+friends=best birthday ever

2006-02-22T04:04:38Z

sooo yeaaah im finally 18

i went to the tobacco outlet today and the guy was like can i see your id? and i was like YES YOU CANNN CAUSE ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYY

he was like yeaahhh..haha

im a loserrrrr fo sho

everyoneeeee come to the orchesis show on thursday or friday or saturday!

you will have a good time..

yeah thats all

thanks to everyone who remembered..iloveyouuu!

meeeh

2006-02-05T00:25:55Z

some of these are really old..

brett and GGGG

davey

loverrs

shes sooo prettyy

ihop

Snowboard and ski trip

jon

yuriy

me and bern after a looonng daaay

jonn

nels and fay

ISU

everrr soo sweett

rawwrrr

brryy

teddy's modeling career

kev

mollie is the best

ian

brryyan

aly and jaay

brian pham

charlie

idontknoww

haha cutie

i love her

eric and timmy

awww

sexy

i love pippin

facethetruth808 @ 2006-01-27T18:04:00

2006-01-28T00:23:03Z

9 lasts.
last cigarette: clove..during lunch..mm
last beverage: i think propel
last kiss: about 12 years ago..seriously.

last movie seen: just friends
last cd played: the spill canvas
last bubble bath: like 3 days ago
last time you cried: maybe a week..or two..ago

8 have you evers.
dated one of your best friends: close enough
skinny dipped: nope
kissed somebody and regretted it: probably

fallen in love: nope
lost someone you loved: yeah
been depressed: uh huh
been drunk and threw up: just once..so far..

7 states you've been to.
california, nevada, wisconsin, florida, new york ,new jersey, colorado

6 things you've done today.
cuddled with my bunny, went to school, ate a donut, orchesis practice, shower, isu..not yet..but soon

5 favorite things in no order.
dancing, snowboarding, bestfriends, stars, photo

4 people you can tell anything to.
aly, nora, lila, teddy

3 wishes.
to flyyyy, to be the best dancer everrr, to be happy foreverr

2 things you want to do before you die.
punch someone really hard in the face...i dont have anger problems. jump into the ocean from a cliff..SPLAASSSH

1 thing you regret.
falling for guys..just all guys.

Worst
1. Time of day: school
2. Day of the week: tuesday
3. Food: meat/any animals
4. Memory: middle school

Last
1. Person you saw: orhcesis seniors
3. Person you hugged: idk probably one my hoe bitches
4. instant message: danlee
5: text: dan mcmahon

First
2. Best Friend: my sister
3. School: indian grove
4. Job: michaels arts and crafts
5. Obsession: disney movies

Today
1. What are you doing right now: waiting for aly to pick me up
2. Wearing: jeans, t-shirt, etc
4. What did you eat for lunch: nothing
5: Better than yesterday?: if its not..im gonna kill someone.

Tomorrow
1. Sleeping till: whenever i want to wake up
2. Got any plans?: come home from isu

3. Dislikes about tomorrow: driving 2 hours
4. Likes about tomorrow: its saturrddaayy!

FAVORITES
1: Number: 21
2: Song: sunsets and car crashes

3. Color: yellow
4. Season: winterr

overwhelmed and under appreciated

2006-01-21T21:29:44Z

i havent updated in a while.

last night wasss verry fun

went to panera with alyG and brianpham

then to erics

then lattttteeerrrr on we went sledding.

sledding is so scary

not sure what im doing tonight. but..i cant wait for tommorow...cause im going snowboarding and i havent been in like 3 weeks. soo yeaaah.

call me tonight bitches.

okayy..

2006-01-09T04:07:45Z

I try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know

and now it seems that I have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

and our world is caving in

2006-01-02T03:15:26Z

theres alot of pictures.

if your looking at them...COMMENT BITCH

alyyy

nora's pretty

id do them

i think he's singing to me

phil...gotta love him

we were throwing snow at the duckies..they thought it was food

so they came really close to us

there were a buncha duckies

yaaay

starbucks is yummy

playing cardddsss

timmmyyy

tinno likes to read

aly shuffleing

haha look at her face

it gets intense..eric yells

charlie's talking to GRIFFFFIIN

shes so pretty

cutie pie

he trys to hide

fuunnn

HAPPPYY NEEWW YEEEAARRR

she likes to dancedance

we played troubllleee charlie won :(

nora has pretty make up on

i touch peoples titties

ciggarette break

proffesor winters

this is boring

2005-12-31T07:46:24Z

so i guess its new years eve

sweet

havent really been doing much at all

erics house-flippy cup..wooo

audition show-timmy's birthday

so yeeeeeah next entry will be more exciting..i promise

I don't know what you did

But you got me to fall for you

I know its stupid